felt rather confused after .
i dont wish to give myself false hopes .
it’s not that i dont wanna believe in what you told me .
it’s because i understand the pain when you realise truth is always not like what it is said
where in the past there was only disapointments
when i held on strong to what i believe .
and it’s not only one time .
but two , three times
we are like people from two different worlds.
even though there’s some bridge linking , there’s bound to be some major obstacles blocking .
sometimes , this just makes me scared .
what do i get after pouring out what i feel .
i dont have a lion’s heart , so brave …
it’s very fragile .
that organ cant handle the attack